you're the one.

you're the one.

you're the one.

(petikan lagu hindustan)

;)

SARAWAK !!!

okay.

so.

here's the thing.

8 am must be in the class.

with luggage.

& here i am.

still in front of my lappy.

doing unnecessary things.

am not the type yg pack things awal2.

bosan la.

tk thrill.

:p

read my frens' blog.

it seems like they hv many topics to talk about.

me?
mcm junk aje sume ni.

hehe.

tk pe.

i write for my own pleasure.

kekdg bc old post.

leh tergelak sorang2 kot.

&& some comments given were inspiring.

tak de la membazir i write.

aite?

lagi apa lagi?

tak de pe kot.

tu je.

see ya in SARAWAK ~

hopes everything goes well.

lega.

dunno why.

i was so tensed last nite.

everything i did seemed so wrong.

i went up.

i went down.

i went rite.

i went left.

but still.

something was not rite.

i sweat.

i trembled.

i sat.

i thought.

maybe.

maybe i should do it.

yeah.

i felt relieved when i did it.

Thank GOD!

danggggg~

cet.

tot that i am cool!
am transform to WAS!

turned out to b.

i cant handle it.

am weak.

am fragile.

am ??.

do u know how hard it was to forget?
it took me months kot.

aish~

idiot la u.

all of a sudden.

dtg balik.

menyibuk saja!

:(

i must try hard to forget.

go nad.

go!!!!

always.

*title tk de kaitan ngn entri ni*

erm.

erm.

think i shud scribble sumthing here although dun really feel like doing it.

3 more days b4 we depart to the land of hornbills.

tired?

confused?

fed up?

yeah.

all of the above.

happy?

excited?

not sure.

mixed feelings inside of me.

why?

hahaah.

dunno.

just go with the flow Nad.

go with the flow.

& u'll be okay.

;)

ngeng.

twitter itu ngeng.

bajet nak tuka profile background.

ttbe tk cntik.

nak tuka to the old one.

tp asyik over capacity.

cet.

cet.

rosak sume.

aish~

tersenyum kembali.

helo!

hehe.

actually am so happy today.

finished my presentation at last.

we had it just now.

started at 8.00 pm till 9.45pm.

only those who havent presented were there.

i actually had fun presenting my research paper.

:)

it went smoothly.

i did stutter a bit.

but hey.

tat's fine.

and we were accompanied with the little insects that went inside our shirt and pants.

some of us were practically dancing while presenting.

i had fun camwhoring with wa too.

;)

&& after that.

at 10 pm.

most of us went to the secretariat to 'help' mdm nori with our application forms.

actually, jen je yg the only one who did the work.

hehe.

we came to entertain mdm n jen only.

hehe.

mdm belanja us benjo.

the best part was.

our application forms had been successfully submitted to the marjon people in UK.

alhamdulillah.

thank God.

:)

so.

all in all.

today was not a bad day.

am happy.

am smiling.

n i hope it will last forever.

you.

i see your face wherever i go.

:)

tak kesah.

kerana selalu dmarahi.

sy dh tak kesah bile kene marah.

telinga sudah kebal.

telinga sudah biasa.

tapi rase cuak.

cuak kalau-kalau perasaan sudah biasa menguasai diri.

nnt sy alpa.

nnt sy leka.

harap-harap tak berlaku hendaknya.

:)

buka.

this is a very inspirational vid shared to me by my beloved fren, wa.

thanx for sharing.

as wat she said.

shared it to the others.

mayb many people hv watched it.

but it was my very first time.

was so fun n full of motivation.

how could we forget Allah when actually,

everything about Him is here.

near us.

:)

the video.

mannerism.

eyp.

not in the mood to write my essay although i need to submit it this week + we're having presentation bout it TOMORO!

heeee~

so here i am.

writing bout MANNER.

last friday.

19032010.

b4 i went back to my bro's place.

i spent some time + money at MITC with my sis.

got sale from metrojaya.

banyak gile kot brg yg agak murah.

hehe.

my sis also nak beli something.

so i accompanied her la.

i helped her to choose a few baju.

then.

ntah mcm mane ntah.

i terlanggar one lady ni.

she was behind me.

i quickly said.

'sorry sorry. sorry ek'

she on the other hand.

gave me a 'tat' kind of look and said.

'Ya Allah'.

okayy.

mmg la gud to say Ya Allah.

but the tone was so horrible.

i guessed the hidden meaning was.

'eh, bdak ni sesuka ati je langgar aku'

i cannot judge other people.

but with tat lady i know she meant sumthing else.

even her fren pun cm pelik je tgk she said like tat to me.

then then.

kat airport td.

i was waiting for my luggage kat tmpt pick up tu.

the one next standing to me was a girl from a very famous M**M in PC.

all of a sudden.

a big luggage dropped from the 'pusing-pusing' thingy where we picked up our bags.

it dropped in front of the girl.

guess wat?

she just stared at the bag as if nothing happened.

aish~

&& the bag was rite in front of her eyes.

die leh tgk je.

aik.

ape hal dak ni?

so i casually asked her.

'is tat yours?'

she answered.

'nope'

pergh!!!

so i just picked the big luggage n put it back on the 'pusing-pusing' thingy.

aiyooo.

girl!
please la.

dun just stand and stare.

some people belongings are actually in front of you.

tolong la sket.

bkn nye penat pun.

&& to the lady.

i said sorry okay.

no need for you to give me tat dirty look.

p/s: mind you manner.

memories.

eyp.

tetbe je terigt this song.-sile klik. :p

i was SO obsessed with this song a few years back.

in fact.

till now.

i love the lyrics.

i love the music.

i love everything bout this song.

heeee~

comel gila lagu ni.

:)

i was around 9 kot when i first heard this song.

cet.

kecik2 dgr lagu jiwang.

heheh.

then then it came back when it was played in a film. 'a cinderella story'

all of a sudden.

&& teringin plak nak tulis.

haha.

ill be your crying shoulder.

ill be love suicide.

ill be better when im older.

ill be the greatest fan of your life.

mereka.

ops.

there's this story.

in SMK Tanjong Mas.

i think i shud write it here.

in case i forget bout it nnt.

in the requirement for the portfolio.

we were asked to observe another class besides english class.

so.

on the second last day.

mages n i menapak la ke blok pendidikan khas which is located just below our SAL room.

we roamed around the block after we had the permission from the teachers.

okay.

they had their mini assembly.

i guess they had it every morning with their teachers.

they would line up according to their group.

PK1-PK6.

&& the teachers would ask them to straighten up their line.

the teachers would ensure that they wear proper uniform too.

after that.

they would recite morning prayer lead by one of them.

erm.

the weird thing was.

when i looked at them

i could see normal students.

they looked normal.

i wondered.

what actually was wrong with them.

thus.

mages n i chose to go to PK6's class.

hehe.

all of them looked really like normal kids.

off we went.

they were very nice.

not rude.

very friendly.

then.

a pretty teacher entered.

hehe.

ms narimah name nye.

englisg period.

so.

we tagged along the lesson.

the students gave their fullest attention.

(okay. they did played a bit, but it's their nature la)

they tried to answer the q given.

the lesson ended.

& seriously.

it was the best day of my life.

being in the special education class.

they were the best students i've ever meet.

why they are called special education students:

they hv learning disability.

slow learner or sumthing like that.

why i adore them as students:

they were polite.

polite.

polite.

they gave attention.

& they tried hard.

i really think.

if they were given the chance to be normal students.

they would use this opportunity to be the best n would not waste it like the other normal students.

aishh~

morning assembly.

betulkan tie awk tu.

cantik kan tulisan?

kemas aje.

ni students nye.

ms narimah n PK6 students.

niece.

bile ngah blur2 tamau wat assgnment.

ni yg jd.

hehe.

bile dh start tulis blog.

maap la.

tk leh stop.

hahaha.

rase cm ade rhyme la. (?)

lawa tk kesan ni?

kat jari pun ade.

nampak pembuatnye?

comel.

notty.

dialah Nathara Suha.

serabut.

eyp.

long time no see.

*berterabur ayat aku aishh~*

okayy.

so.

what's new?

1. finished my SE.

2. holidays.

SE oh SE.

gained lotsa experience i guess.

that includes.

• the skill needed to be a teacher.
• the skill to mark exam papers.
• early preparation to face notty students.
• probability for me to hv crush on my students. (apekah ni nad?)
• ability to control ur anger when u're in group with they-think-about-themselves-only people.
• the motto punctuality is important is SO really true.

ni kelas 2 usaha.

background je yg cantik tu.

aksi tak betul kami.

then then.

come the holidays.

aishh~

packed my things a day earlier.

tot i stuffed it all in the big red luggage.

cet.

tgk2 je.

i left my SS materials.

shoot.

cm ne nak wat keje ni??

aishh~

buntu.

buntu.

so how lehhh??

sahabat.

sahabat.

sahabat.

sahabat.

sahabat.

thanx for being one.