blasé.

bosan!

bosan dengan diri sendiri.

tak boleh belajar.

exam is near.

very near.

tapi saya boleh main-main lagi.

sudah cuba.

tapi temptation lagi kuat!

darn!!!!

let's fly with me.

i feel like flying.

i feel like breaking free.

i wanna be away from all the trouble.

i wanna finish this matter as soon as possible.

you're my drug.

yeah~

you you you.

you are my drug.

i need you now.

i need you badly.

cesh~

merapu je.

but i really need something or somebody to ease me down (?)

why?

exam la dude.

:p

19 days till exams !!

whoa~~

cool man.

am quite prepared for certain topics.

lemme repeat that.

certain topics!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

all of a sudden.

lects want to have extra classes.

it's good for me though coz i dun really study.

hehe.

&&

there's the 'parting is such sweet sorrow' part.

quoted by ms lim.

we are leaving soon.

cohort 3 will be teaching soon.

sedey sedey.

haha.

till we meet again ya!

(lambat lagi kot)

perasan la kamu.

p/s: i really had fun during the TESL garden party.

real fun i mean!! ^.^

settled.

dah.

done.

finished.

end.

dilemma~

am in a dilemma now!

i wanna go home.

(okay. as informed in my previous post)

am terribly homesick.

abg mat wont allow me to go back.

but i insisted.

thus.

am left with two choices.

bus or train?

flight?--> tiket mahal. ade org nak sponsor tak?

so.

which to choose???????!!!!!!!!!!!

bus?

the price okay.

the speed pun okay.

train?

the price okay.

the speed not so okay.

flight?

the price not okay.

the speed sgt okay!

hahaha.

but this one kinda out dah.

(+_+)

choices!

can somebody help me?

p/s: saya tk pernah travel by bus.

saya pernah travel ngn train 2 times aje.

am hopeless.

i know.

horrible.

yesterday wasn't a good day for me.

i was homesick (?)

apekah??
homesick??
after nearly 2 years.

baru nak homesick?

gile ke ko?
yeah.

am crazy.

but that's the truth.

really want to go home.

miss home.

miss mak.

miss everybody.

mak called.

n i cried!

kureng nye syikeen (my kazen).

she told mak bout my condition.

aishh~~~~~~

oh!
before that horrible incident occurred.

i was busy downloading ASL songs vids.

OMG!!!

gile cool + smart + every synonyms of it!

hahaha.

the way that guy moves his hands + facial expressions.

no 1 peeps!!

next aim:

cari pakwe yang pndai wat ASL.

eh eh.

bukan.

saya nak belajar ASL !!

^.^

one example.

pieces.

EXTREMELY COOL!! haha.

gagal.

eyp!

gagal!

gagal!

walaupun dah cuba sedaya upaya.

masih gagal.

kenapa tak leh fokus?

am i tat bad?

gila la.

malam ni tak blaja pun.

i tried.

tapi mood tak sampai-sampai.

cam ne ni?

kawan-kawan lain dah separuh jalan ke Uk.

me?

terkapai-kapai kat laut cina selatan.

cam ne ni??

26?

26 more days before final examinations?

nadiah?

what have you done for the last 2 years of your foundation?

playing of course.

writing a blog?

cesh~

how about your books?
studies?

gotta start studying now.

weakest subject.

language description. (paling dahsyat)

social studies. (ne la rajin bace)

english studies. (bukan poetic)

language development. (okay la ni)

adoyai.

all 4 la.

this is just so fantastic.

okay.

go study.

bye!

business.

we mean business now.

no more playing.

be focus.

and please finish the other jobs ASAP.

the other jobs?

magazine thingy la.

wat else?

aish~

hope i have the strength to finish up all these.

please think about others too.

all of us have the equal share of task.

so.

dun give bad comments.

dun be angry.

dun think that u r always rite.

please be united.

we can do this.

aite?

:)

caricatures of mj2.

us.

to be done.

what?

• IE presentation.
• IE coursework.
• interview translation.
• STUDY.

ade ke masa lagi?

especially yang last tu?

tanda tanya.

not okay.

everything is not okay.

thought it would be.

my bad.

:'(

never mind.

life must go on.

continue.

continue.

you'll find your way out.

banyak!

waaaaaaaaa.

so many things happen during this weekend.

my lappy rosak AGAIN!

for the 2nd time.

ape la cik dell.

tk kuat semangat tul la.

so.

kerja sy pun tergendala la.

alasan je sume tu.

seriously.

i cant do my work without cik dell ni.

banyak songeh lak tu.

kedai acer kn tamau terime die.

cian die kan?

tak pe.

kedai kb mall terime.

:)

then then.

i realised that lg puluh-puluh hari b4 finals~

apekah??
tried to study.

but ending up sleeping.

(+_+)

oh yeah.

dapat balik dh cik dell.

eh.

tul la kan.

kalo tak.

cm ne leh menaip kat cni?

haha.

okay nadiah.

stop~

g wat keje.

^.^

later!

to kill a mockingbird.

poster of the movie.

whooaa~

never thought that i would write an entry bout this.

okayyyy!

did one a few days back.

but that was about the novel.

this one is the movie.

a 1962 black and white movie.

&& it didn't disappoint me at all.

one of the best educational movies I've ever watched.

call me lame 'cause people had been watching it million years ago.

hehe.

tapi ape saya kisah.

i watched it after falling in love with the novel.

thank God the movie was brilliant too!

the storyline was great.

the dialogues was from the novel itself.

the actors & actresses were great too.

one flaw: it should make a complete version.

they left the important scenes.

no aunt alexandra.

no miss caroline.

no church scene.

haih~
that were some of the crucial ingredients of the novel.

nevertheless.

the movie made me cry.

cesh~

twice pula!

kudos harper lee !

(ayat dlm conclusion ES)

so marilah ramai-ramai kita menonton to kill a mockingbird.

oh.

i forgot to mention that i heart atticus finch !

lalalaaaaa~

breathing.

eyp peeps!

am able to breathe again.

finished all my assignment.

IE excluded.

we have to do presentation on hijrah.

my group : syarahan!

wow~

it was like years ago when i last masuk syarahan ni.

cet~

cam ne ni?

okay.

whatever it is.

am happy.

am sleepy.

am going to bed.

lalalaaaa~ ^.^

of masak nasi.

nasihatnya berbunyi:

jika masak nasi

basuhlah periuknya

basuhlah berasnya

dan ukurlah sewajarnya

jika masak nasi

masak biar berlebihan

kerana selera kian bertambah

biarpun diet menjadi ikutan

sekian

--------------------------------------

nasihat di kala saya stuck sewaktu menyiapkan assignment.

lagi la stuck.

cesh~

tapi.

time kasih.

:)

cinta.

tak kenal maka tak cinta.

:)

at first.

i tot it was bored.

bored to death.

due to the writings.

due to the small letters.

due to the diff slang use.

but then.

the assignment came.

forcing me to swallow each letters.

forcing me to understand its content.

forcing me to read it.

am glad cause i did it.

am glad cause now am in love with it.

the best literature novel ive ever read.

kudos to miss harper lee for producing such novel.

hell yeah!

i can proudly say now:

i love 'to kill a mockingbird'.

i love atticus finch.

apa lagi nadiah.

get up and start writing the essay.

:)

tidak lena.

cant afford to sleep early tonite.

handful of tasks to do.

assignments.

presentation (tolak tepi jap).

studies for finals?

aish~

can somebody out there help this poor girl?

memaksa.

rite now.

am forcing myself.

forcing myself to be hardworking.

forcing myself to finish all the task given.

forcing myself to forget all my problems.

finally.

forcing myself to study.

hope am able to force myself to do all this.

p/s:pray for me.

;)

pabila stress melanda.

apakah?

tiba-tiba rasa semua ni?

rasa pening!
rasa nak pecah pala!

what is this?

The Condition of Postmodernity

tak penah dengar.

tapi kene bc article nye!

sket je pun.

tapi otak dh letih la.

mana larat dey.

cet~

rushing.

now i know that time is gold.

time is precious.

time is everything.

i need more time.

more time.

to study.

to study.

to study.

to study.

to study.

estimated time till final.

1 month!

where can i find all time that i wasted?

blur~

nadiah doesnt know how to write a proper conversation between two old friends.

can somebody help her?
please.

am desperate.

yeah.

tat desperate.

!!

shoot~

tajam.

truth hurts.

macam dihiris-hiris dengan pisau.

lagi-lagi apabila kebenaran itu tajam.

janganlah lalukan dengan air limau.

lagi perit kot.

tapi.

sebelum buat keputusan.

fikir elok-elok.

jangan dengar sebelah pihak sahaja.

dengar dua-dua pihak.

senang hidup.

tak sengsara.

at least.

it wont hurt you that much nemore.

aite?

sayangku shuhada.

ada.

aku dh lame kenal ko.

aku kenal ko sejak sem 1.

aku jd bek dengan ko since sem 2 kan?

aku syg ko ada.

banyak benda dh kita lalui bersama.

ko selalu bagi nasihat kat aku.

aku selalu cite semua benda kat ko.

walaupun cite tu bodoh.

ko sentiasa ada utk tolong aku.

ko ready je kan?

tau je bile aku perlukan shoulder to lean on.

tau je bile aku perlukan sumbody to hug.

tau je bile aku perlukan telinga ko.

aku syg ko ada.

banyak halangan kite dah tempuhi.

ko tolong aku.

aku tolong ko.

kite wat keje same-same.

kite gelak same-same.

kite nanges same-same.

bile ko bgtau aku ape yang ko nak.

aku rebel.

aku tak leh terima.

aku tau ade yang lagi baik untuk ko.

tp.

aku sokong ko ada.

sebab.

aku syg ko.
:)

tapi.

tapi.

bile hal ni jd kat ko.

aku jd panas.

aku rase keputusan ko kali ni tk elok.

tapi tk pe.

aku sanggup.

sebab.

aku syg ko.

please think of urself sayang.

memang aku tak baik seperti mereka yang bersekolah agama.

memang aku tak alim seperti mereka semua.

tapi aku leh berfikir juga.

yang mana logik.

yang mana masuk akal.

walau apa pun.

aku sokong ko ada.

aku syg ko sampai mati.

dreams.

kan bagus if dreams kan come true?

haha.

as in betul-betul nye true.

~sigh

%$Q^*$&

some people just like being ignorant.

some people just like to ignore.

some people just like to act stupid.

some people just like being stupid.

cet.

back here.

after a week there.

here i am again.

in AD5.

in front of my lappy.

after a LONG sleep.

i managed to wake up and rendam baju.

haha.

we arrived from lcct at 5.45 am.

yeah.

we had a great fun for the last two days in SARAWAK.

i caught the flu!!!!

nice aite?

so during the last day.

there i was.

bejalan2 in my ipkb sweater.

cet.

memalukan je nad.

then then.

i met my family kat lcct to give kek lapis n souvenirs.

sedey nye bile dorang balik.

aish~

so.

till then.

wanna wash my clothes.

:)

p/s: masih malas lagi ni.

days here.

today is the 3rd day we're here!

OMG!

tak sangke nye.

:)

we managed to arrive here safely.

half of my classmates were severely ill during our trip to LCCT.

pity them.

cian tau.

stop by the pharmacy to buy medicine.

things were getting worse in nite time.

so.

off we went to bentong general hospital.

gile comel.

hehe.

oh oh.

am one of the lucky one to survive.

alhamdulillah.

yg tak sehat

mr aziz bg cupcakes.

kat kuching international airport

tgk pas kemasukan.

muke sakit.

SARAWAK is-was-will always be great.

love it.

love the school.

love the scenery.

:)

marjon had their school activity with a primary & secondary school students.

we had so much fun with the students.

they were so nice and cooperative.

:)

&& the teachers claimed that sarawak is a good place to teach.

erm.

i wonder why.

hehe.

we stayed in IPTAR.

fortunately for us.

we had our fellow brothers n sisters of teslians here.

we had our sharing session during the 2nd nite.

& yes i love it!

i was the emcee for the nite.

erk erk.

bidan terjun sebenarnye.

but the host from iptar was such a nice guy.

first impression sgt la tk elok.

& this saying goes for my first impression him.

hehe.

nad.

plz think positively.

for today.

we had our tour to sarawak cultural village which is situated in santubong.

amazing.

brilliant.

incredible.

haha.

sume la.

seronok2.

we experienced the diff culture of sarawak ethnics.

hihi.

petang td plak.

pegi buang duit.

aish~

alas.

i managed to get sumthing for everybody except for me n thara.

thara nak mak busu beli ape syg?

near the entrance

mask org iban.

bro penan.

tarian selamat datang.

tinggal lg 2 hari lg b4 we head back to kelantan.

use it well.

;)

p/s: malas nak guna kaler2.