fallen angel.

it is time for me to let go.

to let go of all things.

things that i cherished.

things that i love.

things that i adore.

things that i will eventually lost.

i know i will miss it.

i know i will think about it.

it is time for me to start anew.

to be the new me.

to move on.

to move towards the future.

yes i will.

and.

yes i will strive for the best.

oh bulan!

hey people!
it's a full moon tonight and i am happy but sad.

both at the same time.

erm.

so many things happens to me these few days.

in fact WEEKS~ MONTHS~

it's our last few days here in IPGKKB.

we're quite busy actually.

handling stuff, forms for marjon.

health declaration which means medical check up for all of us.

borang keselamatan yang OMG payah-gila-nak-mati-nak-isi.

that's our life baby for the past two weeks.

some of my friends already had this jiwang feeling of sadness.

sedih nak tinggalkan maktab bla bla bla.

heeeeeee~

at first.

i didnt feel anything.

no sad feeling.

no touching-touching moments.

no whatsoever.

i dunno why.

i'm not that heartless the last time i've checked.

lalalaaa~

then.

things happen.

i remember some important events.

i remember my friends.

i remember this.

all the small things they (marjon 2 people) do or say suddenly touched my heart.

even the most silly words uttered by them

yeah i admit.

i will miss the voices and their faces.

hummpphh.

i think of this.

what will ever happen to my other friends in IPGKKB?

although i didnt know many people, but i do treasure them.

hummmpphh.

then.

this.

the acts from lecturers yang sayang kami macam nak mati.

they scold us.

they advise us.

they monitor us.

they treat us with food etc etc.

they actually do love us.

then.

there will be people that i will miss a lot.

ermm.

my buddy.

my bestie.

that is when i started to think back bout my feelings.

that is when i realise that i am happy but sad.

p/s: i love you moon.

you shine brightly.

you lighten up my night.

how i wish.....

kenapa?

kenapa?

saya selalu tak dapat apa yang saya inginkan?

kadang-kadang saya cemburu tengok rakan-rakan yang lain.

they always got what they wish for.

although they din realise it at times.

as for me.

i need to work hard for it and certainly, it wont come bergolek-golek.

not even once.

oh.

and this exclude things such as mp3 bla bla.

*walaupun dah beratus kali mintak mp3 tak pernah dapat*

this is a different one.

if you get what am trying to tell ya.

erm erm.

sigh.

sigh.

muda sikit je. :)

syikeen n nad.

perhatian.

entry ni dibuat sebab tuan punya badan mintak.

:p

okay.

this is bout my lil cuzzie.

asyikeen mohd noor.

*sume mule when i wrote an entry bout dia.*

she asked me to write bout her.

erk erk.

layankan je.

hihi.

syikeen si comel.

tapi ni lagi comel. tembam.

syikeen is the youngest cousin from my mother side.

anak maklang saya.

tentulah youngest among siblings. duhh.

dia manja!

dia degil!

dia nakal!

lalalaaa~

sori babe.

terpaksa tulis.

ni family pic. kate je youngest. tp besar. :p

she's 2 years younger than me.

sila sedar yang anda tak muda lagi.

:p

she just finished her foundation year in engineering kat mmu.

she's a hardworking gal.

'rajen' gile tolong maklang.

hihih.

sangat suka merajuk.

not to forget tat.

she is now the driver in our house.

she drives better than me.

aish nad~

hopeless.

oh oh.

she's my geng lepak too!

^.^

ngan bestie. nazurah.

keje sampingan bile tak drive. hihi.

kalo tak tido, MAKAN!

no regrets.

hey.

i've finished my exams.

alhamdulillah.

although im terribly sad bout my Language Description aka Grammar.

erm erm.

the questions seem easy.

not.

i dun know which is which.

i answered all.

yeah all.

but but.

still.

am scared.

am i overreacted?

haish~~

tenses.

verb.

clauses.

sentence type.

sentence patterns.

word class.

ive tried my best.

and i hope it will turn out okay.

for everybody.

Dear Allah.

please help me.

after SS and ES.

okay.

done with Social Studies and English Studies.

only God knows how bad my handwriting + my ideas was.

everything was in mess.

ideas was everywhere.

yeah.

under the table.

in my laptop.

but not in my head.

see what my prob is?

haish~

haish~ lagi.

redha.

redha.

by the way.

what is redha in english?

i cant find the right tone for my poem!

darn!!!!

warrgghhhh!!

enough with your unseen poem.

oh and yeah.

i dont understand the poem.

oh irish airman.

how i wish i knew you earlier.

cet~

tomorrow is Language Development.

please develop your language properly Nadiah.

please please please dont flunk this time!

basically this paper is like our 1119 english spm.

adoi.

another problem.

i lost all my writing skills zillion years ago peeps.

how to write beautifully?

adoi~

adoi~ lagi.

there will be essay and summary writing.

kelemahan yang sangat nyata.

adoi adoi lagi~

and why am i here writing an entry?

coz im bored and i dunno what to read.

see what my problem is?

lazy.

malas.

etc ect.

i hope for miracles.

erm erm.

please please let us all pass.

although not with flying colours.

ni cara belajar Language Development okay?

baca notes and tengok mamat ensem jordan buat ASL.

^.^

dia.

cici tentulah yang comel tu. :)

eyp.

tomoro exams dey.

tp tetiba saya teringat kawan baik saya ni.

nama nye nurul syuhadah binti hasnan.

berasal dari kota tingi, johor.

muda setahun. ^.^

kami kenal sewaktu di KMM.

sekarang amek PPC kat intec.

& yeah she's having her exams too.

saya sayang dia.

& for the record.

dia la reason saya apply maktab.

alhamdulillah.

i took the right decision.

i owe you for this ci.

oh oh.

saya panggil dia cici.

lupa plak.

wanna know something funny?

we dont have many pics together.

wat the?

tat's reality.

kenapa ek ci?

dulu tak bek sangat kot. hehe.

kucings, komiks, kegemaran dia.

pandai masak gak.

ada one happy family.

hope i have the chance to go to her house.

hehe.

okay.

tat's it.

sekian.

sekali lagi.

nurul syuhadah kawan baik saya.

saya sayang dia.

bila tak de keje.

this is wat happen when i wanna tweet.

helo.

i din tweet that much kot.

cesh~

ngeng la ko..

duusshhhh!!

things left unsaid.

If you fly away tonight

I want to tell you that I love you

I hope that you can hear me

I hope that you can feel me

If you fly away tonight

I want to tell you that I'm sorry

That I never told you

When we were face to face

my current favourite.

tapi broken still in my heart.

^.^

appreciated.

okay.

i know i ain't suppose to scribble anything here since it's nearly 1 am.

you need to sleep early nad so you'll be fresh tomorrow.

but seriously.

i need to jot this down.

in case i forget bout it.

^.^

just a few minutes ago i realise that i am loved by many people.

mak.

abang.

akak.

anak buah (?)

relatives bagai. eheh.

then then.

there's my besties.

friends.

companions.

acquaintances.

you name it.

okay.

maybe not all.

*ko melampau nad.*

but hey.

they still show their concern + love towards me.

they give me useful advices.

they stay with me when am in pain.

they support me okay?
support!

yeah.

so.

be grateful nad.

there are people who actually care about you.

do not let them down nad.

understood miss?

^.^

daaaaaaa~

sila tidur.

dah lewat.

nanti mengantuk esok.

hopes part II.

i hope examination week will come faster so i can scribble everything i remember + like in the paper. (goreng-goreng) (+_+)

aish~
cant bear with the pain. (?)

hukhuk.

tu la belajar lewat.

i hope my running nose ni recover ASAP!
tamau demam time exam!

tak best.

hopes.

hopes.

hopes.

(hung ye? ^.^)

the love of my life.

mak.

org rindu la.

org rindu nak balik umah.

org rindu la nak jumpa mak.

org rindu la nak tido sebelah mak.

org rindu masakan mak.

org rindu bile mak kejut suh bangun pagi-pagi.

org rindu la bile mak garu belakang badan org.

hihihih.

org rindu bile tengok mak kelam-kabut cari kunci bilik.

org rindu la bile mak marah org.

rindu semuanya.

aish~

aish~

apekah?

ni mesti kes ramai manusia wish wish mother's day kat fb ni.

cet!

anak kesayangan mak.

anak-anak pompuan mak. ^.^

yang baby tu cucu ye? ehhe

june please come faster.

i wanna go home and hug and talk dengan mak.

hopes.

hopes.

hopes.

hopes.

(dmm election UK)

i hope everything will be okay tomorrow.

considering i did not prepare much.

as in no text.

just points.

oh.

it is that bad.

and im hoping my grupmates to do their best too~

oh yes.

all of us were asked to give our hopes for future to Hafidz.

i dun have one at the moment.

hopeless la ko ni nad!

how to construct a perfect sentence to reflect hope for my future?

think hard nad!

think!!!

puas.

hei hei hei!

sangat puas hati ari ni.

am very satisfied!

why?

coz i managed to study.

okay.

not a very good achievement since it's quite late.

oh no.

very late.

but still.

hei!

i studied!

heeeeeeeeee~

thanx to:

nik.

wa.

husna.

cesh~

OMG!

he's a gay!

melepas saya.

macam pernah ada chance aje.

(+_+)

as simple as that! ^.^

lalalaaa~

am happy today.

all went well.

the meeting with encik emas tu.

;)

he's a very adorable and charming person.

cant wait to learn ICT with him.

january 2011.

InsyaAllah.

&&.

yeah!
my probs dh settled!

alhamdulillah!

Thank You Allah!

weeeeeeeeeee~

all i need to do now is to concentrate kat my studies.

so yeah.

again.

happy!

cheers.

saya telah membuat diri ini kelihatan bodoh.

terlampau bodoh.

melibatkan diri dengan masalah yang tidak kurang bodohnya.

sehingga saya secara tidak sengaja telah membodohkan diri sendiri.

nasihat untuk kamu cik nadiah:

• lain kali jangan menyibuk hal orang lain kerana menurut pakar nasihat nombor 1 saya, tidak semua orang yang bercinta ini waras (gila ya maksudnya di sini).
• silence is golden (diam itu emas ?) : pakar nasihat nombor 1 juga.
• kawan baik saya kata: bersabarlah nad.
• kawan baik saya kata: lupakan masalah itu buat sementara waktu. fikirkanlah peperiksaan yang bakal menjelang ini.
• rakan sebilik saya kata: lupakan sahaja. mereka itu tidak berbaloi untuk diingati!

nadiah pula kata:

• saya tidak pernah dihina sebegini rupa (?)
• saya rasa pertolongan saya itu sia-sia sahaja.
• saya rasa kecewa.

patutkah saya membenci?

tidak sama sekali!

saya patut bersabar.

sabar itu sebahagian dari iman.

:)

jadi.

senyumlah nadiah.

*cube sedaya-upaya untuk senyum*

happy labour day!

hey!!

it's already 1st of may dude.

another 16 days to finals.

yet i havent found my steps.

cam ne ni?

hihihi.

udah puas dilecture.

tp masih degil dong.

hey nadiah!

u ade opportunity tau.

use it well la honey.

ni tak.

men-men je.

bile nak berjaya ni?

jangan menyesal kemudian hari la.

and yes!

am missing home!!!!!!

sangat!!!!

tak kire.

pas exam mau balik melaka!