Friday, December 30, 2011

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Luahan hatiku.
Serabut dan perlukan susun atur.

Thank you.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Of Stage Fright.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

Rindunya kat blog. :-)
Just finished my CLT presentation. Phewwww.
Lega yang teramat.
It went well, but we (Safwan and I) missed a very important aspect . :-\  silly us.
But luckily, there's our saviour, Encik Michael yang berdedikasi yang tolong topup our missing point.
Please, don't deduct our marks yaa?

Oh yeah, concerning the title.
Stage fright.
Me, I have stage fright.
Or that's what I always think.
Everytime, before presentations or speech or anything, I'll have this hyperbole feeling of nervous and stressed.
Afraid that I wouldn't be able to deliver my points and explain it to my friends.
Had this kind of feelings for as long as I can remember.

My sahabat baik said this: 'Dah tiga tahun kami kenal hampa Nad, cakap saja nervous la apa la, tapi nanti kat depan cakap laju macam train'
(ayat diubah ikut bahasa aku) heeee.
See, maybe it is just my halucination or imagination.
Or exaggeration?
Have to improve my self-confidence in this aspect.
Phewwww. Or else I'll have sleepless night before my presentation.
Please, bear that in mind, yeah? :-)
But, seeing this positively, being nervous and all might trigger us to prepare thoroughly before the presentation.
We'll tend to study the subject, make short notes etc.
Well, everything has its positive and negative side.
It is up to us how to face this matter.

Thank you sahabat-sahabat sebab sudi dengar rungutan nervous saya di kala presentation menjelang.
Sayang lebih laa! :-D

P/s: my feelings after presentation - refer to the pic below.
Satisfied, relieved.
Just like fireworks.


Friday, November 4, 2011

Silly me.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

It's 02:25 am and I'm still wide awake.
Oh yeah, I planned to update this blog about my Liverpool trip but hey, I just planned, didn't know my FB and Twitter time just flew away.
And here I am, trying to do my obligations towards my beloved blog.
Can't write on Liverpool trip as I can't think properly right now. Haaaa!

So, what shall I write?
About Aidiladha?
Nothing much.
There'll be a small gathering among Malaysians on Sunday.
Prayers and preaches? *sesuai ke word ni?* :-)

Oh yeah, I got myself a new phone casing for my SII.
I bought it because it is very cheap.
99pence and free delivery.
Nice, aite?

I think, this will be it.
Another random and meaningless entry.
:-)
Till then.

Thanks people!

P/s: that's the casing. Colourful aite? I'll try buying an elegant one next time. :-)



Sunday, October 30, 2011

Not again!

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

Words and expressions have indeed failed me again.
Both this aspect failed me again today.
It's connected with feelings too.
Uh oh, this is just too complicated.
Initially, I considered myself innocent but seeing how things go, I, once again believe I'm guilty.
This isn't good people.
I don't understand how my brain works and how theirs work too.

Pressure increases and I feel more demotivated.
What shall I do?

Mode: Blur.

Thanks.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Of Reading Week.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

It's been a while since I last posted here.
This is due to my reading week homework. *Boo Nad! You didn't read as much as you watch the drama*
Sigh. A bit disappointed with myself since I promised myself that I'll try my best to finish all my readings (2 articles and 4 novels) before Friday. Obviously, it is just a dream. Fuhhhh. At least, I've finished my article readings, aite?
Uh oh, there are moreeeeee.
Presentation and assignments.
You're doomed Nad. DOOMEDDDDDDDDDDD!

But thanks to Allah for giving me strength to read one of my Gothic novel, Frankenstein.
I thought it'd be boring but it turned out to be just fine.
I love it.
Mary Shelley wrote well.
:-)
Done with Volume I.
And that's why I decided to stop and spend my time here.

Did I inform you that I feel more comfortable updating my blog via phone. That's why you didn't see colourful words. ;-)

What else should I type?
Oh, the weather here is not being nice to us.
Raining and cold.
Seducing us to make love with our duvet. Heeee.

All in all, I kinda enjoy my Reading Week.
It's been a good one.
Hopefully, it will be better next time.

P/s: Aldiko has many free books to be read online. Best best! I've got Frankenstein on my shelf and I reckon there will be more  books on my shelf in future. InsyaAllah.

P/s: Those are my handwriting during this rainy season. Macam cacing. :-D

Cheers.





Saturday, October 22, 2011

Peverell's Housewarming Session.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah.
Semua dah selesai dengan jayanya.
Officially, Peverell telah dihangatkan dengan kehadiran sahabat-sahabat dari Student Village, The Hoe, Teratak Datinz and The Mutleyiaannns. :-)
Thanks sebab sudi singgah ke teratak kami yang tak seberapa ni.
May Allah bless you always.

The event started early this week when we, the Peverellians discussed what to buy so on and so forth.
And the mission began.
Thanks to Mirah, Fariha, Rai and Ain sebab sudi pinjamkan Hoppa comel.
Very useful to bring 6 packets of rice, veggies and bawang and lain-lain lagi.
Thanks to Ada and Nik sebab datang awal dan buatkan pizza for the guests. Tak tidur malam la masing-masing dek teringatkan your super-delicious pizza.
Thank to Yah sebab tolong goreng-goreng. Terharu.
Thanks to Ummi and Aisyah for the banana cake and begedil yang extra sedapp.
Thanks to Aiman yang lead tadiii.
Hanya Allah saja yang mampu balas jasa kalian. *skema ayat*

Cooking session started Friday night lagi.
Sibuk blend cili, kupas and hiris bawang sampai menangis.
Goreng ikan bilis.
Buat kuah, adunan jemput-jemput and choc cornflakes.
And this morning, bertungkus-lumus masak nasi, rebus spaghetti, kemas laman belakang.
Credits to my beloved housemates; Hana, Jihah and Ayein. :-)

Sorry to all if aku terkasar bahasa or teroverreact.
Aku kan cepat gelabah.
Mungkin event ni mengajar aku untuk jadi lebih sabar?
Make sense ke?
Cuba cuba. :-)

Nevertheless, I'm extra happy to see familiar faces coming to our house and eating all the food. *terharu, tak sia-sia kami masak*

All of you are more than welcome to come to our house.

P/s: sorry, tuan rumah busy, tak boleh ambil gambar banyak-banyak and susunan gambar macam tak kena je. Sorry again.

P/s: thanks again from the bottom of my heart.






Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Words.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people.

Hari ini topic ialah words.
I wanna talk on how words can affect you, be it positive or negative ones.

I love soothing words, who doesn't?
But what if the words could kill you softly? Inside and out?
What will you do?

Phewww.
I experienced both today.
Mostly the negative ones.
Heartbreaking peeps when you just lose your motivation and will to carry on with your activities when someone ruined it, just for you.
I learned that I need to cope with it ASAP because it could cause me trouble if I keep going on.
When this happened, I can't focus and will feel scared. Adoii. Payahhh.

The positive ones?
It can make me smile all day long.
And I'll store it in my mind forever. :-)

Can you see the differences?
When we talk about negative aspect, we would have so much to tell, but the positive ones? Ermm

I think, I need to prepare mentally for those negatiVe words.
:-)

P/s: entry merapu before going to bed. Tergantung!

Thanks people.


Sunday, October 16, 2011

Short one.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

I'm on my way back to Plymouth from London.
Phewwww.
I went to Liverpool this weekend.
That one, I'll blog about it later.
But right now, I'm soooo bored that I decided to write a short entry.
About what?
Erm, my best friend yang sorang ni.
I mentioned about her numerous times in this blog and I never get bored of it.
Love her soo much.
*okayy, this sounds so wrong*
Siapa siapa?
Kalau betul, I belanja tap water exclusively from Peverell.
Haaaa, tentulah si Busuk Cici.
Actually, I went to Liverpool with her and my cousin.
Fuhhhh. A very short trip and a tiring one, I must say.
But, sebab ada good company, semua turned out to be good.
Okay, back to our main subject.
Cici, there's this one time in KMM tu, lagu Sempurna tengah hot kat radio, and both of us minat nak mati lagu tu, so everytime lagu tu on air, kami akan lari2 cari radio tuk dengar. So random la this statement.

And and I try to be in contact with her all the time.
As I tweeted, name all the communication items, we have it all.
*riak kejap*

And and she is always there and here for me.
Heeee.
All of my friends are, but since I'm talking bout her, puji-pujilah sikit mak cik ni.

Ci, thank you ye for being my sahabat baik.
InsyaAllah dunia akhirat.
Love you so stronggggg. :-)

P/s: latest pictures of Cici and please ignore my face. So weird. Hhahaa.

Thanks.




Saturday, October 15, 2011

Pace.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

This is my 2nd year as a TESL student.
What shall I feel about it?
Cuak ke?
Suka ke?
Actually, I'm nervous about it. I can't see myself doing all the readings and works.
I'm not as hardworking as before.
I can't even finish reading my reading. Hah!
How can I be a First Class degree student if I have this kind of attitude?
Oh myyyy.
It's scary at times when people put too much hope on you.
What if you failed?
Can you face them and say I'm sorry?
I don't think I can do it.

Uh oh, semangat rajin, sila datang sekarannggg.
Saya nak jadi Nadiah Sahum when she was a primary school student.
@_@


Friday, October 14, 2011

Suka.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

Pernah bercinta?
Pernah suka pada sesiapa?
Aku pernah.
Aku pernah suka pada somebody, lamaaaa.
Bertahun-tahun, tapi tak pernah bagitahu dia.
Aku berhenti suka dia lepas tahu dia ada mak we.
Aku rasa menyesal sebab suka dia bertahun-tahun.
Hampeh.

Then, aku tersuka pada seorang lagi.
Dan yang ni sekejap saja.
Sebabnya, erm.
Payah nak kata.
But thank you sebab buat aku jadi begini.

Kemudian, sampailah turn orang ni pula.
Payah sungguh aii bila suka pada orang yang dah bergirlfriend ni.
Aku rasa laa.

Kesimpulannya, baik cari cinta Dia dulu.
Cinta manusia tak boleh pakai.
Erk, keterlaluan tak entri ni?

P/s: percaya ke dengan apa yang aku tulis ni?

P/s juga: gambar tiada kaitan dengan entri. Or is it entri tiada kaitan dengan gambar? Uh oh. Go figure out.