meaningless.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
i'm back.
*the only reason i'm writing this is because i can't crack my head in doing my assignments*
alhamdulillah, i am still breathing on His soil.
i am alive to witness and experience the sweet and bitter events occurring around me lately. 
:)
i guess He chose me so that i'll become stronger?
maybe, insyaAllah!

so, what's new?
it's June peepssssss!
i'm counting days to go home.
to be with my family, to be away from all these.
*these include assignments!*

i'm currently stuck with my assignments (ELT and LL)
the due date jauhhhh lagi.
but me wanting to be the nice girl, wishes to starts my work early and not being a procrastinator, but unfortunately, my neuron system in brains x function this weekend! 
teheeee.
sorry dear, can't do it now.
maybe later ELT and LL! :D

oh yeah, i got myself something.
i think the most expensive one that i've ever purchased since i'm here and surprisingly, it isn't iphone.
bye bye iphone!
hello SAMSUNG GALAXY SII ! 
my new love. 
bought it with my sayang last two weeks. :)

yesterday, 25 of us went to Clarks Village to shop.
but silly me, i can't find anything there albeit there are more than 90 outlets there.
dushh Nad!
mana passion awak untuk bershopping?!
maybe because i spent hundreds even before going to Clarks Village.
*and this excludes my SAMSUNG*
but the experience was nice.
i could always bring my family and friends there if they ever come to visit me here.

currently, i'm addicted with my own twitter account.
sorry for those who's following me, spamming your timeline with my words and phrases.
heee.
just bear with me will you?


just as the title, this post is meaningless.
i don't feel meaningless because i believe every cloud has it's silver lining.
and i'm sure all of us could overcome our problems if we try.
percubaan tak kan menampakkan kebodohan kita. :)

ada orang kata:

pengalaman hidup adalah ujian paling susah bagi sesetengah kita

jadi, bersabarlah dalam pengalaman hidup ni

 &

let others behave immaturely

but we have to stand up and behave maturely

thank you, will always remember that.
told ya, this entry is meaningless. :)

Thank You Allah.

Alhamdulillah.
Thank you Allah for giving me the strength to finish my work.
Thank you Allah for giving me the will to type those words.
Thank you Allah for giving friends who've been helpful.
:)
Thank you.
Thank you.

Yesterday, I was blinded by my anger and frustration, but my dear friend gave me this verse from the Quran: 

O you who believe! Seek help in patience and As-Salat (the prayer). Truly! Allah is with As-Sabirin (the patient ones, etc.).

(2:153)

pilih jalan yang betul. jangan sesat! :)

and I was startled.
Pity me for being so foolish.
I should have seek His help during my bad times.
He is always available to help me.
next time, cari Dia dulu ya Nadiah?
Thank you sahabat.


I'm all smiles now!
Alhamdulillah!!!
Thank you again Allah!!

of melodramas.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
i dont actually have any topics to write about.
im on my way writing an essay for my elective course.
filmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

this is currently my face @_@

why do i have to write about melodramas?
why sirk?
why haynes?
seorang gay.
seorang lagi pelik.
aiishhhhhhhhhhhh!
and for the first time, i dont have any clue.
i dont have any points to write in my essay!
mati kamu Nadiah!
tensionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn laaaaa macam niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!


bersabar bersabar Nadiah!
aduiiiiiiiiiiiii.

kenangan.

assalammualaikum wbt and hi people!
dah berhabuk, dah bersawang dan hampir delete blog ini.
and how come, tiba-tiba saya datang menulis.
kenapa?
kenapa?
sebab saya mengantuk sekarang dan tidak mahu tidur.


okay, i've no topic to talk about.
i've come across something that i should 'campak jauh-jauh buang ke longkang belakang rumah.'
but but gatal tangan, klik klik.
dan tengok.
hati pecah lagi.
aduhai.
betapa fragilenya hati kamu Nadiah.
bukan kamu janji hendak duduk senyap-senyap, baik-baik.
ubah jadi muslimah yang baik.
kenapa buka semula history yang pedih dan bodoh itu?
tengok, sekarang dah moody.
and and rasa nak dengar lagu-lagu zaman dahulu.
dushhhh Nadiah!

lupakan lupakan.
kan ada Allah.
Dia boleh pujuk awak.
hanya Dia saja yang kekal.
:'(


oh, dan sewaktu saya sedih.
di twitter ada ini:

Sebaik-baik wanita adalah yang tidak memandang dan dipandang. 

(Saidatina Aisyah RA)

Retweet from QuranHadis.

saya mahu jadi wanita sedemikian.

busy April!

assalammualaikum wbt!
alhamdulillah, after weeks, ada juga depan lappy!
just a very short update!
mahu berjalan-jalan spring break! :)
doakan perjalanan ini diberkati! 
daa people!

memories.

assalammualaikum and hi people.
im going to write about the things that happened to me TODAY.
29th of March 2011. :)
it was my last day of SBE at westlands school.
there was not much to do except for distributing questionnaire and doing a presentation on my beloved country.
but, yesterday, i was shocked to heard that my SBE partner was admitted to hospital.
by the way, my partner is May.
she faced some problems and as it was getting worst, she was admitted to Derriford sepital.
and she told me during the full dress rehearsal for MFEST.
at first, i was very worried.


worried about her condition.
ye la kan, we are now away from our family.
jauh + sakit + sedih = not good laaa!


worried about doing the presentation.
as mentioned before, i have stage fright.


makanya, i spent the night before thinking about the presentation.
cesh =.='
and today, everything went well!
i managed to present in one class only.
they kids were so talkative and active.
they asked lots of questions.
and i enjoyed answering each and every one of them.

• do you have snow over there?
• can you show us your money?
• why are you wearing that? (pointing at my tudung)
• do you miss your home?

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah.
thank you Allah.
thank you to those who motivates me yesterday! ;)


as May was not well, some of us planned to give her a visit after we finished our SBE.
after praying and changing clothes, off we went to Derriford sepital.
rombongan berjalan kaki to visit May.
there were seven of us.
once we arrived there, adalah berlangsung aktiviti-aktiviti comel.
and after that, we asked the lady at the reception for May's ward.
the hospital looked small, but dalamnya, besar + panjang! :)
she was in Tavy Ward.
her section, G5 was situated at the left end of the ward.
there were 5 beds and she was the only young lady over there.
the others semuanya nenek-nenek belaka.
so, we chatted with May and asked about her condition.
she is getting better.
hopefully, eloklah nanti.
and the nurse said she could be discharge today!
happy tak? :)
when May was busy packing, some of us were 'distracted' by one of the nenek's voice.
she kinda whined: 'it hurts, hurt'
we turned around and saw the old lady.
being extremely friendly, 4 of us went and have a chat with the old lady.
her name is Eidie (that was written on her sheets of examining paper)
she mumbled and mumbled.
i don't really understand her, but Aisyah, gave her fullest attention Eidie.
she talked about a mysterious man named Peter, whom we don't know. (she did not tell us who he was)
Eidie said, she misses him. :'(
and she wont see him again.
Aisyah terus saja melayan nenek itu.
Nik talked to the other nenek beside Eidie. 
her name is Kathleen, she was the only one who could speak clearly.
she has grandsons in Oman, Nik talked to her most of the time.
Ayein and i moved to another nenek as we could her looking at us with the-i-want-somebody-to-talk-to-me-too look.
how could we ever ignore that look?
berborak-borak and she wished us good luck.
she said to Ayein and i:
'if i never have the chance to meet you again, i wish you all the best!'
dengar dia cakap macam tu, i felt touched sudah.
sangat sweet kot, to get it from the people that we met for the first time, and we know that they will never see us again. 
their looks were sincere.
each and every one of them.
and as we said goodbye to them, i felt relieved, because today, we cheered them up at times they were having difficulty to walk, to talk or even to move.
Thank you Allah for giving us the opportunity to experience this precious moments.
:)

one of the neneks tulis kat nik's palm. comel kan?

tengok, entry ini jadi emo!
so, sementara kita semua sihat-sihat ini, be good to others.
you'll never know, you can brighten up one's life with your smile.
and your smile can make others smile too.
and give them hope. :)


phewwww!!
until then people!
daaaa~ :)

pengalaman indah 2.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
this evening i would like to continue my 'pengalaman indah' series. :)
it happened last winter which happened to be my first winter here.
i spent my winter holidays in Manchester for FUiYO.
bet you guys still remember the entry.
this entry isn't the continuation or anything.
this is a totally different story.
it's about my first meeting with Nurul Syuhadah Hasnan, here, in the UK.
i never thought i would be able to meet her as she attended a different programme.
PMS, Ummi my dear friend went there too and i did kirim something to be given to budak kecik tu! 
mana tahu kan, Allah pertemukan kami di bumi Manchester.


as usual, we know each other's whereabouts.
almost everyday message. :)
and when she ask me whether im still in Manchester, pelik la kan.
turned out to be yang her gang also want to stop by Manchester before they headed to other places.
yang tak syoknya, on the day she arrived, was the day i departed from Manchester.
i was really hoping she would arrive early so we could meet.
and she did messaged me when they departed from Sheffield, if i was not mistaken. 
and i excitedly, waiting for her arrival message.
and oh ye, for your info, i was having flu and a lil bit of fever during that time. 


when she said she arrived, oh mak aiii~
excitednya aku! haha!!! ;)
but they all nak gerak ke Old Trafford pagi tu, and my gang planned to lepak around the book-stores.
makanya, i decided that we should at least meet for 5 minutes before she goes to Old Trafford kan~
terhegeh-hegeh laa aku ajak Pia, Hana and Wawa keluar untuk lepak ke kedai buku.
and of course, my dearies knew that i was going to meet Nurul Syuhadah. :)
kiteorang message je all the way nak jumpa tu, bajet nak cakap la jumpa kat mana etc etc.
rupa-rupanya, rumah yang Nurul Syuhadah stayed to near to MoonLight (betul ke eja ni?)
pusing ke kiri, tadaaaaaaaaaa!!!


i saw her.
i saw cici.
i saw Nurul Syuhadah.
:)
okay and all of a sudden....
emooooo!!!
lari-lari, pergi peluk dia.
i crieddddddddddd~~
air mata bercucuran~
terharu jumpa dia kat sini, bumi UK.
yeah, we've always talked on how we're going to meet when we are here.(zaman IPKB and INTEC)
Alhamdulillah, jumpa jugaaa~
payah tau nak jumpakan?
so sebab itulah, saya menangis.
and she cried too (most probably, sebab i cried) 
teheeeeee~
sorry ci!
and guess what!
the drama happened kat tepi tong sampah! @_@
pathetic laaaaa~
and then, snapped pictures. 
nantikan gambar hidung mata merah! ;)


as she was rushing to go to Old Trafford with her gang, we only managed to lepak at one book store.
sekejap jaa rasa.
tak syok woooo~
but redha la.
i walked her home and met her friends.
and before she departed, i hugged her again.
felt proud that both of us managed to be here at last. :)

cici aka Nurul Syuhadah. :)

comelkan?

jahat! 

tu tong sampah bersejarah tu. @_@

so yeah.
this was and still is my pengalaman indah.
meeting my bestest friend.
no words could actually describe the feeling maaa~
faham-faham saja la~ 

pesanan buat semua sahabat-sahabat:

‘Teman yang paling baik adalah apabila kamu melihat wajahnya, kamu teringat akan Allah, mendengar kata-katanya menambahkan ilmu agama, melihat gerak-gerinya teringat mati..’

insyaAllah ya? :)

dikir barat.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
tonight im going to write about my current activity.
dikir barat!
as ive mentioned before, for Malaysian Cultural Fiesta 2011, ill be performing dikir barat with my sweethearts.
we've started practising ermmm, i can't even remember when.
but the practise make my schedule pack! :)
sunday to thursday.
8.00pm until 11.00pm.


and bear in mind, our journey is not as sweet as sugar and not as easy as ABC.
zaman dahulu kala, there were only a few people seemed interested with dikir barat.
and we almost lose hope as we thought there would be no vocalist, no instrument people.
tak kan la nak awok-awok jaa menyanyi macam orang gila kan?
luckily, there were 'angels' who were willing to join the team! :)
we managed to find our singers and instrument people. :)
sangat happy okay?
and thus, our practise started!
i was excited to learn all the steps and to sing along.


as time goes by, we improved so much and i sometimes feels kinda bored going to practise.
i bet, im not the only one right? :p
but, going to dikir barat could make me happy.
there were times when i felt down and lost.
with the burdens on my shoulder, responsibilities and not to forget : ASSIGNMENT~
but once i sat on my place and started clapping my hand and following the rhythm, all of my problems fade away for a while.
:)
and my sweethearts help me too with their jokes and stories.
not to say, dikir barat penghilang masalah yang hebat, but practising with them gives me more spirit? :)
and yeah, i love dikir so very much! 
dont know how will i spend my time after MFEST nanti? 
ermm.


i will surely miss my sweethearts' actions and behaviours.
lari sana lari sini.
menari-nari during break.
terjah refreshment macam tak pernah jumpa makanan.
ajuk usop hantu kak limah~ :)
tengok video youtube yang pelik-pelik.
tunggu judge bagi bintang and komen. 
:)

gamba tak lengkap. ada yang not in the pic.
my sweethearts.

manusia.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
today i want to talk about manusia.
specifically, their behaviours.
:)
i've been hiding my feelings for quite some times now. 
i just feel mistreated by some people.
why must they do this to me?
i've tried my best to develop new skills, being the person they want to be.
but still, nada. nil. 


bukan semua orang baik di dunia ni.
ada yang bertopengkan wajah 'innocent'.
ada yang bertopengkan 'kata-kata yang manis'.
come on people.
just show your true colours.
people will at least respect you.
erm.


sebahagian luahan hati saya.
:)
Ya Allah, tolong jaga hatiku ini.
saya tak mahu jadi budak jahat.
huhu~

Malaysian Cultural Fiesta 2011.

assalammualaikum and hai people!
as i've mentioned earlier, i'll be writing about the events that i'll be handling/attending.
and i choose to write the one happening soon.


it's MARJON Malaysian Cultural Fiesta 2011!
it will be held on the 31st of March.
and the event starts at 1o am until 2 pm.

what do we have to offer during this event?
Malaysians MARJON will :


- set up booth that will take you on a journey to Malaysia. They will tell you stories and legends. There will also be booth on henna painting if i wasn't mistaken :)
- have cooking demonstartion (i think). so, there'll be lots of Malaysian food during that day. and bear in mind that Malaysians MARJON are good cooks! it's finger licking good man! 
- have a showcase of Malaysian Traditional Games, it sure sounds interesting~ you can try out the games once they explained and demonstrate them to you. 
- perform amazing dances ranges from Malay to Borneo dance. There'll be dikir barat too *wink*wink* i'm in it~ ;) tu yang higlight gak tu~


there are lots more, but i can't remember them.
my bad, sorry~


krekkkkk!
we intend to promote Malaysia during this event to the locals of Plymouth.
we would like them to get a glimpse of Malaysian life.
those activities are interesting aite?
:)


but no pain, no gain people!
we work hard to make this event a successful one.
hopefully, it will go on smoothly on the day! :)
insyaAllah~


by the way,
i'm in the Promotion Division!
promote merata-rata!!


may I have the strength and sincerity to do all the works given (not on this event saja, on other events too)
amiinnn~
insyaAllah!


one event done! (more to come)
can't wait for 312st of march 2011~

till then.
daaaaaa~

p/s: i'm in the middle of doing assignment!

bad Nad!!!