Pace.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

This is my 2nd year as a TESL student.
What shall I feel about it?
Cuak ke?
Suka ke?
Actually, I'm nervous about it. I can't see myself doing all the readings and works.
I'm not as hardworking as before.
I can't even finish reading my reading. Hah!
How can I be a First Class degree student if I have this kind of attitude?
Oh myyyy.
It's scary at times when people put too much hope on you.
What if you failed?
Can you face them and say I'm sorry?
I don't think I can do it.

Uh oh, semangat rajin, sila datang sekarannggg.
Saya nak jadi Nadiah Sahum when she was a primary school student.
@_@

Suka.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

Pernah bercinta?
Pernah suka pada sesiapa?
Aku pernah.
Aku pernah suka pada somebody, lamaaaa.
Bertahun-tahun, tapi tak pernah bagitahu dia.
Aku berhenti suka dia lepas tahu dia ada mak we.
Aku rasa menyesal sebab suka dia bertahun-tahun.
Hampeh.

Then, aku tersuka pada seorang lagi.
Dan yang ni sekejap saja.
Sebabnya, erm.
Payah nak kata.
But thank you sebab buat aku jadi begini.

Kemudian, sampailah turn orang ni pula.
Payah sungguh aii bila suka pada orang yang dah bergirlfriend ni.
Aku rasa laa.

Kesimpulannya, baik cari cinta Dia dulu.
Cinta manusia tak boleh pakai.
Erk, keterlaluan tak entri ni?

P/s: percaya ke dengan apa yang aku tulis ni?

P/s juga: gambar tiada kaitan dengan entri. Or is it entri tiada kaitan dengan gambar? Uh oh. Go figure out.

Of time and Stonehenge.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!
Hana, Yah and I went to Stonehenge today.
There were lots to tell.
Di kala poket kosong, akal buat perangai.
Nearly pengsan sebab we were too careless, but Alhamdulillah, masih disayangiNya.
Selamat sampai rumah walau banyak halangan.
Basically, we went there to see big rocks in the middle of nowhere.
Some might say it is just a waste of time, but we strongly believe the satisfaction that we've obtained by just gazing at the rocks were priceless. @_@ HaHaHa. Okay, tak la melampau sangat sampai gitu, but seriously, kami memang puas hati!
Besides batu tu, ada je lagi yang best, the scenery itself-breathtaking.
Subhanallah, indah sungguh ciptaan Allah. Awatlaahhh kat Malaysia tak de meadows yang cantik gitu?
*sila bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, okay?*

Uh oh, this trip taught me to be ermm, punctual, jangan lengah-lengah, be alert with time.
Preparation awal sangat penting ye, supaya tak tergesa-gesa.

Nevertheless, I enjoyed this trip very much!
:-)

P/s: pictures ada sikit je sebab gambar ni je ada di phone. :-)  yang lain, kalau rajin akan upload nanti.

Not alone.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people.
I don't feel lonely.
I don't feel useless.
Everything seems to brighten up.
I love my life now.
And I really hope it stays just the way they are now.
Uh oh, I've been missing home but I can't find the right time to call home.
It's either I'm busy or they didn't pick up the phone. I might just wait later.
Oh yes, I'll be going for two trips this week.
Hopefully it will goes well, insyaAllah.

That's all.
Till then, cheers.
:-)

P/s: I've been trying to read these books for the past few days but to no avail. May Allah guides me to be more hardworking. Teeeheeee. ;-)

Dull.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people.
I'm back.
Maybe because I feel lost.
I feel empty.
Uh oh.
I shouldn't feel this way.
Not right now.
Urghhh!!

Done.
Thank you.

This is the best.

diam sahaja.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

Terlebih sharing sangat ke saya ni?
Di laman sosial itu?
Makanya, maaflah!
Lepas ni, takkan bising-bising lagi.


:)

Thank you.

Tidak sekuat itu.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!
Tonight I had a long conversation with my beloved housemates.
Hana, Jihah and Yein.
It all started with our house meeting. After we are done with the meeting, kami melepak sekejap.
Do girls stuff.
And then, keluar la luahan perasaan.
About what? Biarlah rahsia.
We talked about it. And after all the conversation, I realised, I might not be able to be like my friend who could handle her situation very well. If it was me, I'd cry day and night. Called my Mak or siblings. But she kept it all by herself. I was and still is very impressed with her. My friends said, Allah only test people who He is sure can handle the pain, so on and so forth. See, how Allah puts His trust on us? And they also mentioned that we'll never know how to handle certain situations until we experience it. Yeah, they were right. And I really hope, when the time comes for me to feel the 'burden' or responsibility, I could do it wholeheartedly. InsyaAllah.

And I pray that Allah make ease for everything that we will go through.
Ameen. :-)

feelings.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!
I'm back, probably.
Hopefully, it'll last longer this time. :)

I have mixed feelings lately, about almost everything.
Seems like I can't do anything properly.
Tak baca doa ke sebelum buat sesuatu?
Tidak logik itu.

And I always feel like isolating myself from others.
Because I can be harsh to people and I feel like doing so now.

Why o why? :(

Mula rindu.

Uh oh, mula rindu Mak saya.
I hope she is fine.
Huu, I rarely call her as sometimes I don't have any ideas/topics for conversation.
It's bad, I know.
My longest conversation with her on phone, I think not more than one hour.
Nevertheless Mak, you do know I love you, aite?

Second chance.

I thought I might give this blog a second chance.
:-)
I just can't pour my heart out here anymore.
Erm, my fault, maybe.