Not alone.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people.
I don't feel lonely.
I don't feel useless.
Everything seems to brighten up.
I love my life now.
And I really hope it stays just the way they are now.
Uh oh, I've been missing home but I can't find the right time to call home.
It's either I'm busy or they didn't pick up the phone. I might just wait later.
Oh yes, I'll be going for two trips this week.
Hopefully it will goes well, insyaAllah.

That's all.
Till then, cheers.
:-)

P/s: I've been trying to read these books for the past few days but to no avail. May Allah guides me to be more hardworking. Teeeheeee. ;-)

Dull.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people.
I'm back.
Maybe because I feel lost.
I feel empty.
Uh oh.
I shouldn't feel this way.
Not right now.
Urghhh!!

Done.
Thank you.

This is the best.

diam sahaja.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!

Terlebih sharing sangat ke saya ni?
Di laman sosial itu?
Makanya, maaflah!
Lepas ni, takkan bising-bising lagi.


:)

Thank you.

Tidak sekuat itu.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!
Tonight I had a long conversation with my beloved housemates.
Hana, Jihah and Yein.
It all started with our house meeting. After we are done with the meeting, kami melepak sekejap.
Do girls stuff.
And then, keluar la luahan perasaan.
About what? Biarlah rahsia.
We talked about it. And after all the conversation, I realised, I might not be able to be like my friend who could handle her situation very well. If it was me, I'd cry day and night. Called my Mak or siblings. But she kept it all by herself. I was and still is very impressed with her. My friends said, Allah only test people who He is sure can handle the pain, so on and so forth. See, how Allah puts His trust on us? And they also mentioned that we'll never know how to handle certain situations until we experience it. Yeah, they were right. And I really hope, when the time comes for me to feel the 'burden' or responsibility, I could do it wholeheartedly. InsyaAllah.

And I pray that Allah make ease for everything that we will go through.
Ameen. :-)

feelings.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!
I'm back, probably.
Hopefully, it'll last longer this time. :)

I have mixed feelings lately, about almost everything.
Seems like I can't do anything properly.
Tak baca doa ke sebelum buat sesuatu?
Tidak logik itu.

And I always feel like isolating myself from others.
Because I can be harsh to people and I feel like doing so now.

Why o why? :(

Mula rindu.

Uh oh, mula rindu Mak saya.
I hope she is fine.
Huu, I rarely call her as sometimes I don't have any ideas/topics for conversation.
It's bad, I know.
My longest conversation with her on phone, I think not more than one hour.
Nevertheless Mak, you do know I love you, aite?

Second chance.

I thought I might give this blog a second chance.
:-)
I just can't pour my heart out here anymore.
Erm, my fault, maybe.

Bayangan.

Cubaan untuk memblogkan diri ini.
:-)
Been busy.
Holidays and all.
Sebenarnya, alasan je semua tu. Heee

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updates.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
yoooo!
berzaman tak update!
i'm busyyyyy! <- tipu saja!
the truth is, tiada mood nak update blog.
tiada apa nak tulis.
oh, i'm at HOME! :)
okay, itu saja.
Later!
daaaaaaaaa

meaningless.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
i'm back.
*the only reason i'm writing this is because i can't crack my head in doing my assignments*
alhamdulillah, i am still breathing on His soil.
i am alive to witness and experience the sweet and bitter events occurring around me lately. 
:)
i guess He chose me so that i'll become stronger?
maybe, insyaAllah!

so, what's new?
it's June peepssssss!
i'm counting days to go home.
to be with my family, to be away from all these.
*these include assignments!*

i'm currently stuck with my assignments (ELT and LL)
the due date jauhhhh lagi.
but me wanting to be the nice girl, wishes to starts my work early and not being a procrastinator, but unfortunately, my neuron system in brains x function this weekend! 
teheeee.
sorry dear, can't do it now.
maybe later ELT and LL! :D

oh yeah, i got myself something.
i think the most expensive one that i've ever purchased since i'm here and surprisingly, it isn't iphone.
bye bye iphone!
hello SAMSUNG GALAXY SII ! 
my new love. 
bought it with my sayang last two weeks. :)

yesterday, 25 of us went to Clarks Village to shop.
but silly me, i can't find anything there albeit there are more than 90 outlets there.
dushh Nad!
mana passion awak untuk bershopping?!
maybe because i spent hundreds even before going to Clarks Village.
*and this excludes my SAMSUNG*
but the experience was nice.
i could always bring my family and friends there if they ever come to visit me here.

currently, i'm addicted with my own twitter account.
sorry for those who's following me, spamming your timeline with my words and phrases.
heee.
just bear with me will you?


just as the title, this post is meaningless.
i don't feel meaningless because i believe every cloud has it's silver lining.
and i'm sure all of us could overcome our problems if we try.
percubaan tak kan menampakkan kebodohan kita. :)

ada orang kata:

pengalaman hidup adalah ujian paling susah bagi sesetengah kita

jadi, bersabarlah dalam pengalaman hidup ni

 &

let others behave immaturely

but we have to stand up and behave maturely

thank you, will always remember that.
told ya, this entry is meaningless. :)