feelings.

Assalammualaikum and Hi people!
I'm back, probably.
Hopefully, it'll last longer this time. :)

I have mixed feelings lately, about almost everything.
Seems like I can't do anything properly.
Tak baca doa ke sebelum buat sesuatu?
Tidak logik itu.

And I always feel like isolating myself from others.
Because I can be harsh to people and I feel like doing so now.

Why o why? :(

Mula rindu.

Uh oh, mula rindu Mak saya.
I hope she is fine.
Huu, I rarely call her as sometimes I don't have any ideas/topics for conversation.
It's bad, I know.
My longest conversation with her on phone, I think not more than one hour.
Nevertheless Mak, you do know I love you, aite?

Second chance.

I thought I might give this blog a second chance.
:-)
I just can't pour my heart out here anymore.
Erm, my fault, maybe.

Bayangan.

Cubaan untuk memblogkan diri ini.
:-)
Been busy.
Holidays and all.
Sebenarnya, alasan je semua tu. Heee

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updates.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
yoooo!
berzaman tak update!
i'm busyyyyy! <- tipu saja!
the truth is, tiada mood nak update blog.
tiada apa nak tulis.
oh, i'm at HOME! :)
okay, itu saja.
Later!
daaaaaaaaa

meaningless.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
i'm back.
*the only reason i'm writing this is because i can't crack my head in doing my assignments*
alhamdulillah, i am still breathing on His soil.
i am alive to witness and experience the sweet and bitter events occurring around me lately. 
:)
i guess He chose me so that i'll become stronger?
maybe, insyaAllah!

so, what's new?
it's June peepssssss!
i'm counting days to go home.
to be with my family, to be away from all these.
*these include assignments!*

i'm currently stuck with my assignments (ELT and LL)
the due date jauhhhh lagi.
but me wanting to be the nice girl, wishes to starts my work early and not being a procrastinator, but unfortunately, my neuron system in brains x function this weekend! 
teheeee.
sorry dear, can't do it now.
maybe later ELT and LL! :D

oh yeah, i got myself something.
i think the most expensive one that i've ever purchased since i'm here and surprisingly, it isn't iphone.
bye bye iphone!
hello SAMSUNG GALAXY SII ! 
my new love. 
bought it with my sayang last two weeks. :)

yesterday, 25 of us went to Clarks Village to shop.
but silly me, i can't find anything there albeit there are more than 90 outlets there.
dushh Nad!
mana passion awak untuk bershopping?!
maybe because i spent hundreds even before going to Clarks Village.
*and this excludes my SAMSUNG*
but the experience was nice.
i could always bring my family and friends there if they ever come to visit me here.

currently, i'm addicted with my own twitter account.
sorry for those who's following me, spamming your timeline with my words and phrases.
heee.
just bear with me will you?


just as the title, this post is meaningless.
i don't feel meaningless because i believe every cloud has it's silver lining.
and i'm sure all of us could overcome our problems if we try.
percubaan tak kan menampakkan kebodohan kita. :)

ada orang kata:

pengalaman hidup adalah ujian paling susah bagi sesetengah kita

jadi, bersabarlah dalam pengalaman hidup ni

 &

let others behave immaturely

but we have to stand up and behave maturely

thank you, will always remember that.
told ya, this entry is meaningless. :)

Thank You Allah.

Alhamdulillah.
Thank you Allah for giving me the strength to finish my work.
Thank you Allah for giving me the will to type those words.
Thank you Allah for giving friends who've been helpful.
:)
Thank you.
Thank you.

Yesterday, I was blinded by my anger and frustration, but my dear friend gave me this verse from the Quran: 

O you who believe! Seek help in patience and As-Salat (the prayer). Truly! Allah is with As-Sabirin (the patient ones, etc.).

(2:153)

pilih jalan yang betul. jangan sesat! :)

and I was startled.
Pity me for being so foolish.
I should have seek His help during my bad times.
He is always available to help me.
next time, cari Dia dulu ya Nadiah?
Thank you sahabat.


I'm all smiles now!
Alhamdulillah!!!
Thank you again Allah!!

of melodramas.

assalammualaikum and hi people!
i dont actually have any topics to write about.
im on my way writing an essay for my elective course.
filmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

this is currently my face @_@

why do i have to write about melodramas?
why sirk?
why haynes?
seorang gay.
seorang lagi pelik.
aiishhhhhhhhhhhh!
and for the first time, i dont have any clue.
i dont have any points to write in my essay!
mati kamu Nadiah!
tensionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn laaaaa macam niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!


bersabar bersabar Nadiah!
aduiiiiiiiiiiiii.

kenangan.

assalammualaikum wbt and hi people!
dah berhabuk, dah bersawang dan hampir delete blog ini.
and how come, tiba-tiba saya datang menulis.
kenapa?
kenapa?
sebab saya mengantuk sekarang dan tidak mahu tidur.


okay, i've no topic to talk about.
i've come across something that i should 'campak jauh-jauh buang ke longkang belakang rumah.'
but but gatal tangan, klik klik.
dan tengok.
hati pecah lagi.
aduhai.
betapa fragilenya hati kamu Nadiah.
bukan kamu janji hendak duduk senyap-senyap, baik-baik.
ubah jadi muslimah yang baik.
kenapa buka semula history yang pedih dan bodoh itu?
tengok, sekarang dah moody.
and and rasa nak dengar lagu-lagu zaman dahulu.
dushhhh Nadiah!

lupakan lupakan.
kan ada Allah.
Dia boleh pujuk awak.
hanya Dia saja yang kekal.
:'(


oh, dan sewaktu saya sedih.
di twitter ada ini:

Sebaik-baik wanita adalah yang tidak memandang dan dipandang. 

(Saidatina Aisyah RA)

Retweet from QuranHadis.

saya mahu jadi wanita sedemikian.

busy April!

assalammualaikum wbt!
alhamdulillah, after weeks, ada juga depan lappy!
just a very short update!
mahu berjalan-jalan spring break! :)
doakan perjalanan ini diberkati! 
daa people!