what is it again?

hey!
it's my first post after my 21st birthday!
how does it feels being 21?
weeeeeee~
nothing.
a year older.
a year to maturity. (yeke nad?)
a year nearer to death.

okay.
let's do some flashback!!
did 20-year-old Nad achieved anything?
20 was a great age for me.
i accomplished many things! <- tipu sket. hahah.
erm erm.
heartbreaks.
is this considered as achievement?
naahhhh.

true meaning of friendship.
gaduh-gaduh dengan mereka.
then baek semula.
i like.
hehe.
it hurts babe.
& yeah.
i know who my true friends are.
sahabat rite?

met new people. <- love this one.
sapa ek?
oh mereka!
cool people.
^.^

then.
i studied~
i passed my examinations.
alhamdulillah.
there were many obstacles.
hurrmm.
i gave up.
i fed up.
but in the end.
i did study la.

i got a new phone.
(secondhand aje from abg mat, but hey. please be thankful)
oh and im loving every part of it.
except the phone cepat kong!

family!
this one~
one gift that im glad i have it.
they're supporting.
they're always there for me.

so.
setelah dikaji.
i was an average 20-year-old girl.
u dun wanna be me.
(i wont let you)
i love being me.

let's hope i do wonder during my 21st!
:)

wish.

i wish it never happen!
oh.
how cool it would be if it comes true.
:)

twitter did it AGAIN!

ops.
twitter did it AGAIN!
see see.
siapa-siapa rabun, sila klik pada image untuk nampak lebih jelas.
ngeng la.
i've been trying to update my twitter status a few times but failed.
cesh~
i thought internet connection was the prob la as i experienced it at hostel.
guna broadband confirmlah slow motion kan?
rupanya twitter itself ada prob dengan diri sendiri.
streamyx kemain lajun lagi.
tapi hang hang jugak!
waaaaaaaaaa!!

yesterday was fun!
went on the night river cruise.
alaaa.
yang malacca river cruise tu.
they did LOTS of improvements.
proud to say im a malaccan.
:)

mimpi.

hey.
semalam mimpi yang indah.
aish~
again.
kenapa la mimpi tak leh jadi kenyataan?
hihih.
dream dream go away.
sila fokus pada realiti ye?
:)
oh btw.
today im going out with my family + my bro-in-law's fren and her hubby.
makan ikan bakar.
yummy.

and i wonder.
why is my english becoming worst?
i mean.
i lost all my vocab.
i lost my grammar.
abes nad.
go read a novel now!!!

payung merah itu.

oh my.

comelnya.

sweetnya.

inilah akibat orang yang terlebih masa.

haha!

berjalan-jalan di website.

jumpa yang comel.

kita save.

oh ye.

i like you!

yes you.

i like you.

:)

smiles.

am finally at home.

any ideas on what to do during this long hols?

i really want to learn sign language.

but will they let me?

working?

my brother wants me to work.

but where?

my sis and bro-in-law and mak say tak payah kerja.

hihih.

so?

belajar masak-masak?

definitely!!!

nanti i can cook over there.

oh!

havent i inform?
alhamdulillah!

all is well.

all is well.

im all smiles now.

and yeah.

do you know that one simple SMS can make you tersengih all day long?
:) :)

kesukaan.

yeay!

after months.

i'm finally home.

okay.

not exactly home.

right now i'm typing this entry inside abg mat's office.

he picked me up from the airport.

lepak sini dulu before we chalo go back to his house.

:p

i might go home to malacca tomorrow.

but it all depends.

nevertheless.

i love the smell of being near to my loved ones.

result?
tak kesah la ape pun.

im happy just to be home!

mak!

tunggu orang balik!

:)

pain.

takut.

trying hard to stay calm.

but i failed to do that.

:'(

i'm still here if you ever need me.

hey.

i am here.

i will always be here.

i will always be here for you.

:)

triggered.

eyp!

it's been more than a week since i've last wrote.

luckily tak berhabuk lagi.

:)

what did i do?

BTN.

Lambaian Kasih.

BTN?

what's tat?
biro tatanegara durh.

we went there from 31may to 4june.

basically it's a camp where students o government servants are exposed to federal constitution.

malaysia's constitution.

our constitution.

im grateful as im one of the lucky ones to be there.

together with my fellow marjon 2 and peeps from gaya and ipoh, we learnt a lot about our country.

we learnt to love malaysia more.

and i dare say that i am a patriotic person noW! <---- perasan je lebih.

Lambaian Kasih?

an event where all marjon 2 parents come and have sessions with lecturers and bpg n marjon people regarding this programme.

however, mak din manage to come though.

i felt sad but okay la.

i managed to get some things for the talk.

:)

oh.

did i tell u that im still in maktab?

i stayed back with a few of my friends to aid our lecturers regarding pre departure matters.

and oh yeah.

i heard some bad news this evening.

how im scared and not ready to face it.

darn nadiah!
u should know urself better babe!!

aduhai.

for now.

i could only hope for miracles.